Well..... so much for being steadfast in blogging. Its been 6 months and the only thing I can say is... Yep that's me! Sometimes I'm flaky and I let life get to me (read depression and anxiety takes over) and other times I'm hyper aware (read OCD kicks in and I post to the extreme on Instagram). I want balance, I need balance; I'm trying to balance. Since the only thing I'm good at right now is flakiness - I'm going to embrace that flakiness. I am me; in all my weirdness, flakiness, sporadicness - yes I know that's not a word- I am me! I promise to be steadfast in being me.
I think that's all the Lord was really trying to teach me anyway. I'm never going to a world reknown blogger, Bible teacher, Phone Photographer, Instagrammer, or Scrapbooker! Shocking I know; but what I am going to be is the best me that God gifted me to be. I will continue to work on being steadfast in the faith that the Lord has given me.
"Therefore, my beloved brethern, be ye steadfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain the Lord." ICor. 15:58
Lord, I'm thankful that you are the God of a bazillion chances. You never make me feel bad about my choices - indeed you illuminate my sin and allow me to make the choice to continue or reject my sinful behavior. Sometimes I make good choices...sometimes not; but in the end, when I confess my sin and repent, You are always there. Thank you Lord, that you are always there. So much to say and I forget how much I really like this "thing called blogging", but let's try to temper my enthusiasm with restraint and brevity.
Until next time...
Abiding in Him,
Tiff
